Tired struggles of confusion from the part that was smart. Figures of the mind, strings of thought were just art.
Lines of thought, tied hands was only part.
Stopping the outside from connection before they start.
Bring ones soul from the deep as if pulling a large cart.
Screams of disgust and less troubles tore apart.
Emotion crumble, my feeling of the heart.
Broken left for dead, rushed aside,
Through the forest, left to run like a Hart.
Gone the desire to go on, no wind, no map, no chart.
Left at the airfield like Bogart.
Fathers are not happy being Saint Nick.
Wanting one more candy cane to lick.
Feeling oh so uncomfortable, all most sick.
In that red suit wondering, why it has to be so thick.
With a clock tic and a clock click.
The father must be, oh so quick.
Leaving the red piece of his suite on the brick.
So Santa’s family wouldn’t know it was just a trick.
The big things count for more, not wanting to be a pest. I am sorry to say that they are bigger than the rest. As always, maybe it is for the best. And I will always point trouble with in my chest. Trying to ignore this feeling within breast. So to the little thinks I stressed. Are just little things that need to be blessed.
The light, cast shadows and trails of darkness, It felt cold and but not like Christmas, Holding myself silent, looking out into the blackness.
Damn it, why did I feel so hopeless.
Holding the flashlight, almost loosing consciousness, Oh, why were we out this night, looking back I hide my shyness, My little fort, my hiding place, I only feel disgrace.